Sarah's Inscriptions

I had recently posted on all Sarah's Inscriptions social media accounts (you can follow them in the top right corner, or find them on my Contact page) that I was recently hired into a second job and would be rather busy - in other words, too busy for regular posts.  But it has been brought to my attention, by my own mind, that the entire concept has sort of just been an excuse. In fact, I knew it was when I posted it. I have free time.  Even working 2 jobs, I have an incredible amount of free time.  You would think I would do something with it, or act grateful for it, or know how to utilize it.  But the truth is, I don't.  It's not that I couldn't actively work to figure it out - to ask friends if they wanted to hang out, to run some errands, schedule some me time, read a book (better yet, write my own), volunteer, exercise, meal prep for said jobs, literally do anything at all. Instead, I come home and I do absolutely nothing.  I watch YouTube videos, or watch TV

I have always had a botched relationship with religion.  I was born into a religious family, was baptized, went to church, etc.  But as with the metaphorical derailment of my life after my parents divorce, my religious derailment goes hand-in-hand. Weekends I spent at my mom's house included Sunday mornings in the church pew, and weekends at dad's did not.  But at my dad's we said grace before dinner, whereas we didn't at mom's.  There were things that occurred at one house that didn't at the other, as you would probably expect from separated households.  However, I don't think either parent was right or wrong in their continued pursuits in religion - I do not believe attending church every Sunday automatically makes you a Godly person, but rather how you take God's word and incorporate into your life and and relationships of all calibers - but that is a whole new conversation, so I digress. An unfortunate obstacle unfortunately completely derailed m

In October 2018 I went to my primary care doctor for what I thought was just a muscle strain.  But I also mentioned some chest irritation as well, which probed an EKG.  What the first one showed only brought on more questions, but I had never had one before to compare it to, so they took a second one. Both of my EKGs ended up having the exact same irregularities - Right Bundle Branch Block, or RBBB.  RBBB   is a heart  block  in the  right   bundle   branch  of the electrical conduction system.  During a  right bundle branch block , the  right  ventricle is not directly activated by impulses travelling through the  right   bundle   branch .  The left ventricle however, is still normally activated by the left  bundle   branch .  In human terms, or at least the way that I understand it, a RBBB is simply an electrical miscommunication between my heart and brain (or whatever it "talks to"), but does not negatively affect my hearts overall function. My primary care doctor, how